this past full moon was a blue moon. on the day of this full moon i went to a small flee market, there i bought a small 10$ mystery bag. in the bag there was a candle, a small stuffed animal alligator, and a note. the note read “the alligator: rebirth, adaptability. embrace wisdom, from your past self and others”. this kinda freaked me out because the night before i had a dream about alligators, its funny how things like that happen. upon further research i learned that the lesson from an alligator spirit animal is to be Patient and know when to strike. alligators have mastered this Ability of Opportunistic hunting. they conserve their energy by not chasing prey but by waiting for the right Moment for Their pray to stumble upon them. it’s not just about being patient for opportunities to come your way but its also about being present to Recognize them. i haven’t thought much about the alligator since then but all week i have been Noticing 444 just about everywhere i go. i finally Decided to look it up. Discipline, structure, hard work, and you are in exactly where you need to be. i couldn’t help but to think about the alligator. The alligator isn’t just sitting around doing nothing. they’re watching, preparing, and Calculating. i can say “whatever is meant for me will be” all i want but it still requires effort. anything worth it requires effort. i think its time i get out of laLa land and start becoming who im meant to be. predator>prey.