when i don’t feel connected to source i feel helpless, like nothing has meaning and im just letting life happen to me. when im in this head space it feels like i’ll never get out of it. it feels like all my hard work of reflecting, meditating, and shadow work was all a bunch of bullshit. that i overthink everything and place meaning on the most Insufficient things. but sometimes all it takes to snap out of it is remembering who you are. your thoughts are powerful Manifestations your words are spells. time and life happen for you, you are exactly where you need to be. a trick i use to see my answered wishes is i try to remember where i was 5 years ago. i was in El paso tx living at home and a college dropout. we were coming out of the pandemic and if felt like the world would never recover. all i wanted at that time was to move away. i wanted to see the world, meet new people, and gain some independence. look at me now. living in a big city with lots of new friends and my very own one bed one bath apartment with a yard. my wishes came true. even though at times i feel like i could be more- i know that my time is still yet to come. just like before i now have new wishes for myself and new goals i want to accomplish. it’s important to never stop wanting better for yourself. you deserve it.