today i went to my favorite witchy shop, Yarrow and sage. i tend to go to just Browse then a wave of anxiety hits if i don’t buy anything. why does it feel like a crime to walk into a store and walk out without buying anything. i ended up feeling drawn to the glamor candle. so naturally she had to come home with me. i like to play this little game when i go to Witchy shops, i walk around and try not to read anything, i like to trust my Intuition to lead me to what i need. Love? money? peace? in this case… a long overdue self care day. when you go to the check out they have a tarot deck that says “pull one” how could i not. i pulled the 5 of Pentacles reversed. the five of Pentacles upright means struggle, Specifically self made Struggle. it Usually means that you have adopted a victim Mentality. or that you are comfortable in a state of lack. but in my case the 5 of pentacles Reversed means that im coming out of hardship. the worst is now behind me and new beginnings are ahead. but just Because im coming out of hardships that doesn’t mean that everything is going to change Tomorrow. it’s a slow process. i’m hopeful.